Missing my lonely walks

Have you ever tried lonely walks? If not, then try them now. I bet you will enjoy them thoroughly. I love walking alone. It's my recently discovered love. I am nature loving person. I adore everything related to nature, specially the sounds. I believe that nature talks to you if you try to listen it quietly. I love listening to the sounds of nature, be it sounds of blowing wind, flowing water, chipping birds, or the noise of trees when wind touches them. Spend sometime with yourself and listen to the rhymes of nature, leaving everything and everyone aside.

In MLK, I had few places where I always wanted to go alone. I used to walk for sometime, then sit on a bench away from people, thinking about nothing. I could seriously do it for hours, seriously!
Michigan Lake was just at 10 minutes walk from my apartment. Walking by the lake and sitting on a random bench for sometime was my pastime.

Here, after some struggle, I found a place where I can walk and sit alone without any disturbance. It's a very peaceful place in my uni.  Not most people know about it. It's away from the main building.

Sign of what???????

I just suddenly landed on my blog and realized that I didn't write a single word from ages. I remember writing alot of crap, sharing unaccountable thoughts, discussing my fears, relating my experiences and what not. But now,  I seriously dont feel like writing anything. Or I do not want to share anything from what's going on in my life and with my mind. It's not that I ve changed for my blog only, but I am sort of changed person now. I dont know what has happened, but something has seriously happened with me. I do not share many important things even with very close persons in my life. I was very talkative, but now I thought what should I say, should i say something or stay silent. Sign of maturity? Nah.... i am suffering from a fear of annoying people. Or I am trying to solve my problem by myself, without asking others' help. What is it actually? I am unable to figure it out what's wrong with me. Perhaps nothing is wrong.

I smelt something strange in my on the weekend when I went for lunch with my closest and best friend first time after three long years. Both of us were studying in different countries.  Apparently we had alot of stories to share, but it was only she who was talking and i was the one thinking, ' i had alot of things to tell her but what were those'. Lack of concentration had been my problem but these days it is getting severe. I like myself talking all the time but I cant help myself from thinking all the time. Let's see what this changed person will do in coming days!