Bari Ammi

November 15 used to be her birthday. I missed my loving nani terribly today. Visited her today and left roses by her side. It was all quite there, the city of silence. She is peace.

Mansehra gang-rape accused sent on four-day remand

Mansehra gang-rape accused sent on four-day remand



The country where rape victims are stigmatized
and rape cases are dismissed due to lack of evidence, I have great
respect for those local residents of Mansehra who gathered today at the
court when the culprits were produced before the court and protested
against the accused. I consider it a BIG event than any other
political-rally-drama! 

May 14, 2014

So I was thinking about various types of people we meet day to day. We enjoy few people's company, some we don't. Few people like specific person and all they do is to make that person feel special. You would immediately come to know whom they like and whom they don't.

Some people like to be around specific class of people. They don't like to go beyond that class. 

On the other hand, some people belong to special category. This Special Category makes everyone feel special, regardless of their own liking or disliking and regardless of their classes.  This category is very rare. I remember only four or perhaps three of such kind of people in my whole life.I don't think they have the dual personalities. I think these people have control over their feelings and don't believe in breaking others' hearts just because others do not belong to their taste or class.

Then there are these people who dislike some people and think that it's their right to let others know that they hate them. Whatever the category you fall in, if you can't show your liking for someone, at least you should not show your disliking and hatred for them. I should also try to upgrade myself to some good category.

When you stay at home and have nothing to do except lying in the bed, you start thinking useless. Anyhow, I feel much better now Alhamdulillah. Ribs are bit fine. Arm started working. Chest ...hmmm.... would be fine inshAllah. Stiffness in neck and head would take sometime. But I am alive and this is a sheer blessing of Allah SWT ! Thank you Allah mian g. I love you loads !!!

I am deeply grieved, deeply. I know this time would pass as the other time did. But I bet this is the most difficult time, especially when you wait this time to pass on. Let's keep faith in Allah SWT and face what He would show us. What else we can do !

Eid Mubarik People :)

Happy Eid to all here and there.

Eid went good alhamdulillah. First day was boring but the second day had the real drama. Souls of my great-grandfather (DSP Police) and grandfather (DSP police as well) would have been very pleased with me today as I caught a disguised thief (our household maid) with a tactfully made up plan. Man! i inherited the genes of investigating people, I swear. Though i am a fan of Indiana Jones but genes are genes. Tell you, I am too smart. I am proud to be me ;-) ............ She admitted her crime and begged for her life as I called police (a fake call hehehe) to arrest her. Her mother came in, started crying loudly and glued to my mother's feet in apology. There was alot of drama. My acting was award winning. It horrified the poor souls. I am perfect for Startplus dramas honestly. To cut short, they ve returned some of the money and some they ve promised to return later which I know they would never. But after their irritating cries and begging i had leave them. But I am happy that at least the thief has identified. That's enough for them. So it's a feather in my cap which i am showing off with all guests coming in for Eid :)

Happy Eid !!!!

P.S. After terrible mehndi designs on each eid, I made a really beautiful design on my mother's hand this year. I also surprised how i did manage it. But again i am proud to be me :D

Another way

I : She is such a princess. You must be proud of her naa. Nice product from you.

She : Yes I am. She is my little fairy (patting her 6-months old daughter to sleep).

I : MashAllah!

She : Dont you want to get married and have kids?

I : Well that's natural but you know at this stage all natural instincts fade away. I am happy with my life Alhamdulillah the way it is. Don't you think it's such a great responsibility to bring up a child, teach him good and bad keeping in view that we ourselves lack morals?

She : I don't think alot. I never thought this way. But what I feel is that my daughter has made me a good human being. Now I try to be an exemplary human being for my daughter.

I : Good job! I perhaps lack these capabilities that's why I am not a mother. Simple . And I think I try not to take responsibilities. I am fed up preforming responsibilities.

She : You know that offspring is sadq-e-jariya. When they do something good, parents also get sawab for that. I do not think I can work consistently on collecting naikies but my offspring can naturally add up some good deeds in my account. And this will even continue after our death. We will remain getting sawab for the good deeds of our kids. Don't you think it's awesome?

I : Yes indeed. I agree. I didn't think this way...

A very warm picture says it all :)

So I voted for the first time

May 11, 2013, I voted for the first time in my life. I tried last time as well, stood for two hours in queue and when my turn came, they told me that my name was not in the voting list. Bullshit, with that I left the polling station. But this time was great. I confirmed before head my name to be in the voter lists. I have been so MUCH excited and was very MUCH at ease after putting the ballots in the concerned boxes. We went early and it took us only 45 minutes this time. Nani ami couldn't vote as she was not feeling OK. Papa and I glued to TV the whole day debating and fighting with each other as we were in opposite parties. Bhai was online almost all day blaming me for rigging as I helped my mother in finding the symbol she wanted to stamped on. O bhai her eye sight is weak one has to do it for her :D. Khair all in all the day was really good.